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Okay- so it wasn't exactly far- we went to the bank to deposit some money for Lauren- but i did it because i wanted to rather than because i had to. I'm unhealthy- the unhealthiest i've ever been and its affecting me in pretty much everything i do now =( ...i've never been in denial- i've been overweight since as far back as i can remember and i know that if i don't do something about it now then i never will! ..i'm hoping that whilst the summer months aren't my favourites they'll at least allow for copious amounts of salad munching and light dry nights when we'll mebbe go out a little more. Ben knows how i feel but i think i have to put it to him straight so that he can support me and help me on the way.