A Day In The Life Of:: Snap Back To Reality, Oh, There Goes Gravity

I woke up this morning and for almost 2 minutes everything seemed 'normal'.. sadly, Bens whiney, exasperating, protesting moans at Nina broke the silence and i instantly came back to earth with a thud! ..its not that this is anything new to experience.. just that its constant, and with Lauren being a hormonal teenager i'm finding it really difficult to cope with the pair of them =( ...they dont' sem to be able to spend anytime together without falling out yet if Lauren spends anymore than 5 minutes out of the room then Ben thinks she is being ignorant..aarrgghh!! ...this isn't about having to make a choice.. i WOULDN'T allow anyone to put me in that position.. that doesn't mean i'm happy about what seem like the only logical conclusion, here ...i suspect we'll all trying another discussion about it today.. and that'll end up with a lot of shouting and tears.. i'm desperately trying to make this work but there is only so much i am capable of doing =/